“Aspire to inspire.”
When I get an idea or a thought into my head I obsess about it. It’s all I can think about and I can’t stop thinking about it until I actually do it. I’ve had a lot of ideas enter my mind and leave as quickly as they came and then I have others ideas that stay with me forever. I have things I’ve always wanted to do but have always been too scared of and I have things that I want to do and am going to do when the time for those things is appropriate.
Yesterday evening as Andrew and I were driving home another idea popped into my head. It lingered there for a few minutes and then it was gone. As I got ready for work this morning that same idea came and went even faster than the day before. And as I was taking a bath after I got home from the gym today, that idea made another visit. I don’t have OCD or anything of that nature but I love the number 3. I always put 3 explanation marks, three emojis, I have 3 leaves on my sunflower tattoo, I like to kiss Andrew 3 times. I just really enjoy the number 3 (although it is not my favorite). So maybe the fact that this idea came around 3 different times on 3 separate occasions with no particular initiation is a sign. (There is also 3 parts to my idea, ironically).
This idea of mine is in no way, shape, or form developed. It’s merely a thought that honestly, I’m not really even sure how to process. I have no clue where to start or how to go about this idea. But I can’t get it out of my mind.
Here’s a little back story:
For 3/4ths of highschool I was defiantly a negative Nancy. I was bitchy and mean and totally unhappy for no particular reason at all. I wanted to change the way I was and the way I felt but it just didn’t seem possible. I just thought, “this is who I am, the type of person I’ve always been, and I’ll be this way my entire life.” Lucky for me, I came to the realization my senior year that those thoughts were in fact, false. And I changed. Almost overnight. Almost instantly. Okay, that’s not true, it took A LOT of hard work. But the flip of the switch in mind was overnight and I want to help people make that switch for themselves too. Ever since I made that switch I want to inspire and motivate people. I want to show them the way I made this change in my life and I want to encourage them to know they can do the same. I want them to know that it is 100%, completely, and totally possible. I want to help guide them and give them the tools to make this change. Happiness is right there in your reach, all you have to do is stick your hand out and grab it.
I want to inspire.
I want to help people stay inspired.
And I people to go out and inspire others.
And that right there is really the gist of my idea. I have no clue what I’m going to do with it or what it’ll become. But stay tuned, I have a feeling good & positive things are coming.